September 2010
this one guy. And of course cliche as it is, he doesn’t notice me. No classes together or anything. If he asked me to homecoming I’d go in a second. But with my experience with guys…ha! Likely chance. I’m awkward around guys. Seriously awkward. And it sucks. I have guy friends, but they don’t go to my school. I dated one person once and we didn’t really go on an actual date. Seriously depressing. I’m a senior in high school what is this!!!! Urgh!
haha!
ALWAYS
far too much homework :/
the homework is next to me… it looks half done at the moment and it will stay that way for another fifteen minutes now i’m back on tumblr :D
my life
Of course!
One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.
In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.
Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,
other times there were one set of footprints.
This bothered me because I noticed
that during the low periods of my life,
when I was suffering from
anguish, sorrow or defeat,
I could see only one set of footprints.
So I said to the Lord,
“You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you,
you would walk with me always.
But I have noticed that during
the most trying periods of my life
there have only been one
set of footprints in the sand.
Why, when I needed you most,
you have not been there for me?”
The Lord replied,
“The times when you have
seen only one set of footprints,
is when I carried you.”
Mary Stevenson” —
Doing everything that I believe in
Going by the rules that I’ve been taught
More understanding of what’s around me
And protected from the walls of love
All that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
I’ve learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you’ve got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you’ve got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try
No point in talking what you should have been
And regretting the things that went on
Life’s full of mistakes, destinies and fate
Remove the clouds look at the bigger picture
And all that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
I’ve learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you’ve got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you’ve got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try
All that you see is me
All I truly believe
All that you see is me
And all I truly believe
That I was born to try
I’ve learned to love
Be understanding
And believe in life
But you’ve got to make choices
Be wrong or right
Sometimes you’ve got to sacrifice the things you like
But I was born to try
” —My national honors society app is due next monday. I can’t volunteer 6 and 1/2 more hours and tutor 5 hours by then!!!!
In study hall and not doing anything remotely producitve. Whoo hoo!
Australian Women’s team named the HOCKEYROOS!
Its not been one full week of school and I’m already exhausted. This is a good sign. Not.